| "Would you want an oompa-loompa walking all over your vagina?! I DON'T THINK SO!"-Courtney |
[23 Oct 2005|09:52am] |
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Last night was Longagano Time and it was THE BEST. Courtney and I went to go see Charlie and the Chocolate Factory at the dollar theater and it was so cute. We were quoting lines from everything and singing along to the songs. The people behind us must've wanted to murder us. She FLIPPED out when the squirrels came on because, as we all know, my bestest buddy Courtnizzle is obsessed with squirrels. She also went crazy when she remembered that Mr.Willy Wonka had the same sunglasses she does. We had bunches of fun at the movie and after that we walked over to Panera in the cold, freezing Octoberness.
Panera was fantastical! We got Jones and bagels and soup. She threw her bread at me hit my GOOD EYE! We sat in MY booth (yes, the one I sit in EVERYTIME) and just laughed about stupid stuff the whole time. We talked about boys and drama and inside jokes. When "The Rose" came on we started doing the Happy Hands motions and these girls walked by and looked at us like we were idiots (which we are). Oh, and apparently C.Lo is a soap expert. Don't ask...
THEN walked ALL THE WAY BACK to Target in the freezing cold Octobernessosity and bought Heather her gift. Her birthday is in 2 weeks and so is her party. She's gonna loooooove her gift. We also bought new stickers to decorate my phone with and then went home.
Longagano Time must happen more often.
So tomorrow is the start of Spirit Week. I usually don't participate in these things because, well, our school sucks pretty damn hard. But since tomorrow is sports day and I saw my little brother's baseball shirt lying around I thought, "Hmm, maybe I should wear that." So...I will be supporting my little brother's baseball team! Woohoo!
And now, off to get a shower and then spend the rest of the day having homework own my soul. Fun.
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| "Tap dance, bitch!"-Johnnyboy |
[22 Oct 2005|12:46pm] |
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Well, last night was fun. I had Johnny and Gian come over and we played with my Ouija board in the semi-dark (we still had one light on) and asked it all sorts of questions. No one got makey-outy (sadly) but it was still a really fun night. We played Twister, had Gian and Johny fight out a few scenes from Rocky and had a wild and crazy dance partay because we're a bunch of wild and crazy guys. Emily came over after work. We sang the Campfire Song song and watched the Krusty Krab training video. Molly and Trevor couldn't get a ride to come over so that saddened me. We spilled CHERRY pop on the carpet so many times but thanks to John sucking on the carpet (o_O) and our quick thinking with a scrub brush and dishwashing soap, we got all the stains out without anyone knowing. I find it hilarious that my dad found a cream soda stain on the FLOOR of the basement and it was sticky...and he got pissed. If only he knew that we covered up the Cherry pop stains with the Twister mat while they were drying...and they still don't know!
Then the four of us watched Scary Movie. Oh, shit, son...that's fucking hilarious. If you haven't seen it, I highly suggest that you do. I wish Courtney could come last night but I also wish I could have gone to the game. It's all good, though, because tonight will be Longagano Time! I'm excited.
Collin came over after the game and then everyone went home.
Today consists of a bunch of stuff that I need to go do now. I think I'm gonna go make another livejournal soon because things are changing now and they don't fit with this one. I think I just need a change. It will most definitely be friends only because I miss having that...um...security, so to speak, like I did with my first one. So...woo?
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| "If you want to win a fight, maybe you should fight Gian."-Alex |
[17 Oct 2005|10:40am] |
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Yesterday was another crazy day full of emotions, passions and, most importantly, cake-throwing! Yes, it was October 16th, the day of GIAN-AND-TREV'S-MOST-EXTREME-SUPER-AWESOMEST-BRING-US-PRESENTS-PARTY PARTY!!!!!
It was also a day that I went to Extreme Makeover. I didn't get to see Ty. I didn't get to see much of anything because people are frigid bitches and won't move so a midget can get up front and see. I was ready to choke a bitch but then mom said it was time to go home...
Another good chunk of my day consisted of me cleaning my room...AGAIN. I don't know what's wrong with me, but I cleaned it ALLLLL today. I made my bed, separated my clothes, re-organized my bookshelf and dresser...I even changed the clothes on my American Girl doll! Wtf, mate?! Now my room is all clean and sparkly, and my parents can't bitch at me for that anymore.
Then after spending 3 HOURS in my room just CLEANING, I got ready for said extreme-present-bringing-bash. I looked smokin' for once, and then once I got there my hair frizzed and everyone got all sweaty...that sounds wrong...just wait, I'll explain...
Emily and I went to Target and picked out cards intended for little girls (Hello Kitty and Strawberry Shortcake, yes!) and then finally arrived at Gian's. At first it was boring, all we did was watch Jonny try to sing in tune. Then it got interesting. Very interesting.
( It got so interesting that... )
So now I need to get a shower because I have a busy day ahead of me.
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| "Driving in the middle lane! Do do do do do dooooo!"-Emily |
[15 Oct 2005|09:34pm] |
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I just found some Jones Soda (aka crack in a can) in the refrigerizer from July and it's still good. Mmm, tastes so good when it hits your lips.
Today has been the wierdest day of my life, I think. No, I KNOW today has been the wierdest day of my life. I mean, so much stuff happened today that was just out of the ordinary. I found out that GLENDWOOD FUCKING WON THE SPARTAN BOWL :D, woke up at 8:30 a.m. to practice piano, went to the mall again and came in contact with the worker who yelled at me for flinging a thong across the store (awkward!), professed my "undying love" after holding it in for so long (and even though he didn't feel the same way, he's still my best friend, so booyah!), called someone I hadn't spoken to in nearly four months, got in a huge fight with one of my closest friends, didn't have any coffee at all today, was told that balloons are going to conquer the Earth and rape my family, CLEANED my fucking room and all day I felt like I found my center, and I never feel like that. If all of that isn't weird, then I don't know what is. Even weirder is the fact that the two things I was worried about the most (professing my "undying love" and calling her) worked out just fine.
On the normal side of things, Emily and I bought Gian his gifts. We also caused mayhem in the Magic Car version 2.0. LOTS of mayhem. I talked to Carly tonight, and that girl is such a sweetheart. I love her, she is so fun!
I'm super excited because tomorrow is Gian-and-Trev's-Most-Extreme-Super-Awesomest-Bring-Us-Presents-Party Party! (I'm not sure if that's supposed to be hyphonated or not. O_O) This will most definitely be the Partayy of the Year, and that's good because I NEED to party it up.
Huzzah!
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| "What the fuck is a rashishdas?!"-Cory |
[14 Oct 2005|11:18pm] |
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Well, this four-day weekend has proved to not be the big party weekend my friends and I were hoping for.
Emily and Courtney are grounded. I have no man. I can't drive. I still haven't seen Ty Fucking Pennington, who, dare I say it, is still insanely attractive even though he's old enough to be my dad. I haven't gone cruising. I haven't partied at all. It's just...ugh.
Nothing's going to way it's supposed to. I still haven't gone to the Scaregrounds, I still haven't gone to Yellowduck Park and I'm not going to Geagua Lake anymore. I was supposed to go today, but that didn't exactly work out because we couldn't find one more person to go.
Collin and I were going to have a huge night out last night. We were SUPPOSED to go meet Carly at Applebee's, then go to Yellowduck and then to the Scaregrounds. Ha. We only made it to the Scaregrounds and then we didn't even go because they spent all their money at Yellowduck. So we all went to Starbuck's and then over Carly's and I must say, that was fun, but I much rather would have gone to the Scaregrounds.
Then today since we didn't get to go to everything last night, Collin and I were SUPPOSED to go do the Yellowduck/Scaregrounds thing after he was done at a party he went to, but he made up some lame excuse and I think I know why.
I just went to the mall to visit Emily at work with Cory, Gian, Johnny, Amanda, Allison and Alex. I got Trevor's gift and I'm pretty sure I saw Scary Joe, but I'm not sure if that was him. I got yelled at in by an employee for flinging a thong across the store...oops. Then we all went over to Alex's and watched Eurotrip, but we got in trouble and had to leave.
( Who's up for some good ol' teenage angst? )
But it's so hard to turn back once you've gone so far.
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[03 Oct 2005|05:09pm] |
Dear World (or just a few gutless cowards that inhabit it),
STOP TALKING SHIT ABOUT ME AND EMILY.
Love,
Me.
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| "The night is young."-Ryan |
[25 Sep 2005|02:00pm] |
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So Katie, how was your Homecoming experience?
( Pictures go here )
Wow. Homecoming. Was. Fucking. Amazing. Pictures at my house were crazy, the dance was super fun, dinner was hilarious...I couldn't have asked for a better time. Just dancing and being crazy with all my friends was incredible, even if the DJ blowed. I danced so much and got all sweaty, but I didn't care! My bangs waved and my hair frizzed...but I didn't care! I was having so much fun. Johnny Shea smelled the best. So did Briere. Oh, and our massive Grind Line to "Push It"...holy shit, that was the best. At the end, Steve started the fucking train! I don't think it was such a good idea to try and squeeze through all the people in the middle of the dance floor...oh wait, yes it was! :D After the dance we all went to Soffo's and did sugar shots. Collin ordered fucking crab legs...ah, that crazy kid. Ryan stood up and gave a big speech, and then after a while I got up and did the same.
I meant every word I said of it...you guys made planning this so stressful...but I love you all so much. This has been the best dance I've ever been to. I know I'll remember it forever and ever and ever and I've got the best friends in the WORLD to thank for it. You guys all looked beautiful and ARE beautiful. I couldn't ask for anything more. Thank you...each and every single one of you.
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[24 Sep 2005|12:02pm] |
Homecoming's in 6 hours.
Yikes!
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| "Broccoli is SUPREME!"-Collin |
[17 Sep 2005|10:39pm] |
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Well....tonight was fun.
I don't feel like typing a whole big entry because nothing really happened except for tonight. So, to sum things up:
♥ Broccoli > potato and tomato.
♥I have the best friends in the world.
♥ Turns out I might have juvenile arthritis...that must explain why it hurts when I play piano.
♥ We should have gotten the 52 bucket of chalk instead of the 6 pack. 6 pack...hahaha.
♥ Collin and I sure did wreak a lot of havoc tonight.
♥ My hair makes me look like Hermione Granger on crack.
♥ C-a-m-p-f-i-r-e s-o-n-g song...
♥ I am slowly going crazy, 1-2-3-4-5-6, switch. I am slowly going crazy, 6-5-4-3-2-1, switch. I am slowly going crazy, 1-2-3-4-5-6, switch, I am slowly going crazy, 6-5-4-3-2-1, switch. I am slowly going...
♥ Wreck Of The Day explains exactly how I feel right now.
♥ I feel better knowing that a few people know what's going on, but worse because they might see me differently now.
♥ C-a-m-p-f-i-r-e s-o-n-g song...
♥ I'd like to take this opportunity to thank everyone who is helping me through this difficult time and not abandoning me because of it or seeing me differently...thank you so much.
♥ I wonder if I shouldn't have told them...
♥ C-a-m-p-f-i-r-e s-o-n-g song...
♥ I have my stupid project to do tomorrow. Evil woman.
♥ Why does everyone have a little Cobalt but me?
♥ The following moods I'm in now can be described as follows: Relieved, depressed, worried, distant, happy, hyper, crazy? (both kinds), thankful, scared, unsure, hopeful, tired, chalky.
♥ The Bugle comes out Friday...read my articles.
♥ Good quote: "Crazy people don't sit around wondering if they're crazy or not."
♥ Homecoming's in a week. I'm excited!!
♥ Happy Birthday, Ryan Rosati! (Lissy told me to spread the word.)
♥ I hate choppy and random entries like this, so why am I writing one?
♥ C-a-m-p-f-i-r-e s-o-n-g song...
'Night.
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| "Does he like....have friends?"-Courtney |
[16 Sep 2005|07:53pm] |
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Today was a 50/50 day: Half good, half bad. Some good things that happened today were: Everyone liked my shirt, I got 25/25 on my spelling test (Wow, can you say third grade?), I can play Raindrop pretty well and I have almost no homework this weekend. Bad things: Whores who copy off of me, whores who look half dead, whores who think it's funny to talk shit, whores who laugh at me when I'm two feet away from them and could have easily ripped their piggish looking noses off, whores who think it's cute to laugh at every damn thing a guy says because they want to get on him, whores who look like men, whores who wear their pants too disgustingly low so their fat spills out unattractively and oh, did I mention whores?
Oh, there are a lot of whores at Boardman.
So how about I'm not going to the game tonight. I was going to but I didn't exactly feel well. I had a headache ever since the pep rally and it hasn't gone away since. I really wanted to go to the game and I promised people I'd go, but I'd much rather stay in my jammies and overdose on Advil. Besides, Buttons is sitting quite comfortably on my lap now and he is enjoying himself very much. And other than that, everyone went to see the Exorcism of Emily Rose and there's no way in hell I'm seeing that. I'd probably piss myself from fear. And then Collin wants to go see it tomorrow night, and even though he said I could "hold onto" him during the scary parts, I'm NOT going to see that. It's interesting stuff, but I don't need to be more scared of that type of thing than I already am. And the thing is, Emily Rose actually existed.
Basically, I had no one to go with to the game tonight. There's the homecoming game next week, anyway.
I wish Four Weddings and a Funeral was on tonight. I really want to watch it. Maybe I'll go get a half hour of driving time in and run to Starbucks and Hollywood video. I had a dream Wednesday night that I bought an Iced Caramel Macchiato and never got to drink it, so I've been craving one ever since. Caramellyness...mmmmmm...
Oh, and before I forget: Things are finally going to get better. Trust me on this one.
EDIT: 50/50 day just turned into 10/90. I swear my head is going to implode at any second.
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| No, you didn't just leave. I actually kicked you out. |
[15 Sep 2005|05:40pm] |
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Well, I haven't updated for a while. So first things first--school fucking kicks ass. I seriously am in the best mood all day. I love it. Well, except for lunch when the guys try to make me look like I'm from Whitesnake by fluffing my hair, but other than that, my days are probably a thousand times better than they were last year.
Boardman Singers is so much fun, but Slaven got the air conditioning fixed in there because last year it was non-existant. So this year she got it fixed and we're not allowed to complain, so we bring it blankies and it's really quite funny to see us all wrapped up in blankets singing. I'm bringing in my Hello Kitty blanket my mom made me last year. It's soooooo soft. I love it.
Speaking of all that, we picked out our dress today. It's red spaghetti straps and it's tight around the middle and once it gets to our waist it's swirly and a little poofy. Holy shit, it's so pretty. We're gonna look so aweosme.
I wrote two articles for the Bugle (which comes out next Friday) and I love them. I usually don't like what I write but I really like these. Ax and Shears are so awesome beyond words and so is Sarah Bean. Her laugh is infections, I swear once she starts laughing everyone else does. She thought I was a senior! HA! Also, Katie YO! and Menguin come in everyday to help Ax. They make the day fun. ^_^
Homecoming's in about a week and I am pumped. Holman and I are going to kick ass. Shit, our whole group is going to kick ass. 16 people and all of them are awesome, if I do say so myself.
Speech starts soon! I'm in prose...which makes me the laughing stock of Speech! Honestly, it's the most retahded division ever. "Oh, let's have our entire cut in front of us, but let's not be able to look at it!" IN-FUCKING-GENIOUS!
I love this; I am in a perpetually good mood. But I think with a mixture of all my friends and everything that's been going on, it should be expected.
This always bothered me, but I hate it when people have things on AIM or on their Myspace profiles that say, "I LOVE MY FRIENDS", because, honestly, you wouldn't love them if they weren't your friends. But seriously....I LOVE MY FUCKING FRIENDS. ^_^
Homework and piano beckon. I promise I'll try and update more often. But remember the key word there is try.
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| *braids Courtney's hair* "Look, I made a tail!" *braid unravels* "OH NO, I DELETED IT!"-Emily |
[04 Sep 2005|12:12am] |
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The past three days have been non-stop adrenaline-rushing, heart-pounding super-mega-ultra action filled crazyness!
Wednesday, Courtney and I went over Emily's. We camera-whored and went down to the playground. No, we didn't get pulled over by the cops this time. Then we went back in and just BSed around until me Mum picked me up.
Thursday, Emily and I went to the fair. We were so excited! We saw a bunch of fwuffy aminals, met up with Kevin and John. We got lots of pictures which I will be uploading soon if my computer stops bursting into flames every time I try to access Webshots. Which reminds me: My webshots gallery is full, so I made a new one! ^_^ Go here: http://community.webshots.com/user/follow_me_home2 Anyway, once we saw Heather and Chelsea, then Kristina and Nicole and we found out they were eyeing the same guy who worked at the Lemon Shake-Up thing that I was! We will call him-get ready for originality!-Lemonade Man. Ha! So, they were ready to give them their numbers, so I was ready to give him mine, too. Nicole and I walked up and we did not, however give him our numbers, but instead received his screename. Score!
Emily and I went home because she had to work and because Collin and I were going back out to the fair again. Crusin' down the freeway in his convertible sining along to Freak Out is priceless. We rode the Zipper. Holy. Shit. We must've flipped over about 6 times in a row and by the time the ride ended I was ready to toss my cookies. We saw Lissy and VERY rugged Ryan, Gian, Ray, Amanda, Alison, Alex and bunch of other peoples. Then Collin and I stopped over my house so I could get my sleeping bag, pillow and Imis U. Moose. Why, you ask?
BECAUSE THERE WAS A SLEEPOVER A COURTNEY'S, BITCH! We all had stories to tell as soon as we got there. Emily told us about her mall experience, Courtney told us about Billybillybilly and I told them about my Fair experience. We messed around with Matt and took pictures and made "tails" and watched this fucked up tv show and Courtney gave us massages while we were watching Jay Leno. Seriously, they were AMAZING! Then we ate too much and drank from sippy cups and stayed up until 5 watching the Kim Possible Marathon on Disney channel.
Friday, I went home for an hour to get a shower and bring my shit home, but not before telling them all about how I dreamt I was Hermione Granger and people kept calling me a Mudblood. I came back and we were all ready to go to the fair when this bee was being a bitch. Courtney eventually killed him, so as Emily would say, "BOO YA TO YOU, BEE!"
We got out there by 1:oo and saw Cait and her sweet lil' guinea piggy and Andy being a tour guide. We visited the Marine Men and won Vladimir the turtle and saw old boyfriends and got hit on by twelve-year-olds and some guy liked my purse and went into political tents and visited Matt and the Boy Scouts for about 2 hours and tried to go Man-Hunting but it didn't work so we gave up and we saw Marta and I was searching for Mara because I had her shirt and wanted to give it to her and I spilled cinnamon bun all over myself and then went home! ^_^
So, yeah. Today was just rest and relaxation, but tomorrow..actually today because it's 12:47 AM already..I'm going driving out on the Freeway with my dad because no one'll be out there early in the morning and then we'll all be back out at the fair.
One day left of summer...let's make it a good one. =)
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| "I'm so steamed...like a carrot!"-Courtney |
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The fair starts tomorrow! Huzzah! I can't wait to go and just be crazy with MLE, C.Lo and Heather. I really can't. Cruisin', man-hunting, eating like pigs, seeing cute fwuffy aminals...ooooh I'm so excited!
I think I'm ready for summer to be over. It's been a wild and crazy ride but I think it's time to end. Nothing too exciting has happened lately so that's why I haven't been updating much.
School starts in a week...exactly one week. I am determined to make this a really good year. I've finally decided that I like who I am. Yeah. I've acheieved self-actualization. I have self-esteem. I've brought myself out of my shame spiral. You know why, motherfucker? Huh? HUH?! Because, as Stewart Smalley would say, "Im good enough, I'm smart enough and doggone it, people like me!" You know what? I don't give a damn about what people say anymore. I don't give a damn about how I've "changed" as a person and how I "push" people away. If you were my real friend, then you would have tried to fix it. But you didn't! And that's your fault! If you don't like me, then that is your problem. Deal with it, fuckface! I have people who really do care about me now. I am feelin' so damn good about life and me and well...I am HAPPY with who I am!
So here's to the end of summer and the start of the last two years of the "best" years of your life. Let's make it a good one. ♥
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| "The one time I try to do something rebellious in my life, it doesn't work! FUCKAROO!"-Courtney |
[26 Aug 2005|04:46pm] |
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Last night, I was SUPPOSED to drive to mall to meet Courtney and Emily, but my mother drove me instead. Why, you ask? Because as I was backing out of the garage, a bush decided to jump out behind the car and I hit it. The car is fine, I am fine, the bush is fine...but I didn't get to drive. D:
So I met Courtney there, and then Emily and we decided to go to PacSun first since I had a PacBuck. I couldn't even use it! It's not like a coupon...you have to spend $50 in order to get $25 off so you'd actually be only paying $25. It's so retahded...it made me angry! But we still had fun smelling all the perfume and trying on Cowboy hats.
Then we went to FYE. I had a gift card and I find out soon that this is not my night...they fucked it up and lost all the money on my card so I had to wait there for about 15 minutes while Courtney and Emily and Zachary and Mara and Gian were outside have a grand ole time...well actually, Miss Mara and I were engaged in "deep" conversation because she decided to wait with me. Her hair looks fucking adorable, I <3 it.
We all decided that we wanted to go cruisin' in The Magic Car, so we hightailed it outta there and went to Walgreens to get Saran Wrap so we could vandalize someone's car, but then decided to go to the Park instead to find a different someone and vandalize him. We felt so weird because there were a bunch of old people there for the jazz concert. We never did find the jerkface so we decided to go to the Diner and get milkshakes.
We saw Dom..er..Felix, as he likes to be called and basically made his waiter duties hell. =) We must've used about 30 of his precious straws because Emily and I kept trying to make them look like snakes and finally succeded...after 30 straws. We left him a bunch of change for the tip and two gold stars, but he didn't want the gold stars. He threw them on the ground and stepped on them.
And now...it was finally time to go cruisin'! We were blasting music from when we were about in...7th grade, I think? We decided to go to, as Emily puts it, J & K's house. J wasn't home, so it wasn't as fun, but we still ding-dong-ditched them anyway. Court ran up to the door, rang the bell and then came back to the car and we sped away. We turned around to see if anyone answered, and J's mum was outside giving us very peculiar looks. I called K and it turns out Court didn't ring the doorbell after all and that J's mum was just outside to turn the sprinklers on. It was so hilarious...good times. ^_^
Since I've been going out so much lately, my parents have decided that I'm not allowed out until Tuesday. I am, however, allowed to bring people babysitting with me at the pool Monday. That is, if they want to go. I think I'm just gonna try to get some hours driving in tonight and drive meself to the video store and rent Cruel Intentions and Four Weddings and a Funeral because I haven't watched those movies in a really long time.
Oh, and would anyone care to tell my why my camera won't transfer my pictures onto my computer?!
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| Everything's not lost? |
[25 Aug 2005|10:39pm] |
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"My head just aches when I think of the things that I shouldn’t have done. But life is for living, we all know...and I don’t wanna live it alone."
_Coldplay
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| "Your right turns make me so nervous that if I had a cigarette, I'd light it up!"-Mum |
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A lot has happened in the past few days, if I do say so myself.
Sunday: Collin and I went to the Italian Fest in Briar Hill. We got our palms read by a little Italian lady named Amelia and what she said was so scary. He and I were freaking out. She was right about everything...except the fact that I'm going to have two kids when I'm older. I never want kids. EVER.
Monday: MLE, C.Lo and I went bowling and I saw Kenny Kelso! Huzzah! We discussed a lot and all decided that if we don't get dates to homecoming, then it's just going to be us three. HOWEVER--a date would be lovely and it is encouraged that if you're a male between the ages of 15-18 that you ask me or Courtney or Emily. After bowling we just drove around with the bass turned allll the way up and these two guys who must have been at least 20 pulled by The Magic Car and did the little head nod. I felt so dumb because I was pulling my hair back into my "meatballs". We caught up with them again and they did the little head nod once more. Oh, they were postively YUMMY.
Tuesday: I went driving that morning with the instructor Bryan and all was well and good until I was going 33 in a 35 zone and some bitch decided to honk her horn and flip me off. No worries, though, because Bryan turned around and flipped her off. We drove through the ghetto and I got caught in the middle of the intersection during a funeral procession. Lovely. Finally I made it home and went driving again that night.
That afternoon, I got in a bit of a row with someone who won't be mentioned here. Things are better now but the only thing I ask of him is to just leave me alone for a while; I'd be a lot more happier that way.
TODAY! I babysat this morning and drove again tonight. I had the wierdest dream last night. It was a happy dream but at the same time it was sad...y'know? It was a dream that reminded me of all those happy times with this person and then I woke up and realized that I didn't have any of those anymore. I still feel as if things are unfinished and that even though I tried, there's really nothing I can do about it. Even if I were to fix it, would things be the same? 99.9% of my intution says that it wouldn't, yet it keeps screaming at me to call her and just see how she is. Some days I want to fix things, yet most days I don't because too many things have changed already and it seems almost impossible to turn back now. I always told myself not to give in, to just wait and see if they make a move and do something.
It's at this point where my intution tells me that thinking that way is complete rubbish.
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